Sam Winchester (
worldfelldown) wrote2013-11-23 07:05 pm
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with a devil on the shoulder
Sometimes, Sam looks across the tiny motel room and at the guy sprawled on his bed and wonders how it ended up like this. Lucifer riding shotgun... the real Lucifer. It's a million kinds of bad news and yet here they are, hunting, and probably slowly driving each other crazy.
Sam knows he's got to be going a little crazy, because sometimes Lucifer's company isn't even really that horrible. He's useful on hunts too. He knows plenty of lore, can pinpoint weaknesses with frightening accuracy.
And for now at least, Lucifer seems to accept that Sam's not going to agree to be his vessel again and that the apocalypse is off the table.
Shaking his head and clearing his thoughts, he nudges his laptop aside. "You want to go out? I'm starving now."
Sam knows he's got to be going a little crazy, because sometimes Lucifer's company isn't even really that horrible. He's useful on hunts too. He knows plenty of lore, can pinpoint weaknesses with frightening accuracy.
And for now at least, Lucifer seems to accept that Sam's not going to agree to be his vessel again and that the apocalypse is off the table.
Shaking his head and clearing his thoughts, he nudges his laptop aside. "You want to go out? I'm starving now."
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And it hadn't always been a good certainty, with good intentions, but it was something Sam kind of envied right now.
He moved to settle on the edge of the bed next to Lucifer, looking him over quietly. "I know... I know."
And he did. He trusted Lucifer wouldn't lie to him. "And I'm not saying I don't want you. If I didn't, we wouldn't be having this conversation... It's just--"
He shrugged. "Do you know what you're getting into?"
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"You're overthinking things Sam. I'm not suggesting this for something as simply and superficial as sex. If that's all I wanted, I'd follow Dean's lead and simply pick up what I chose at the bar."
And because he wanted to know what it was like, even if Sam refused him, Lucifer leaned forward, barely brushing his lips against Sam's.
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Overthinking things... Sam was good at that and he just wasn't sure if, in this moment, it was the right or wrong thing to do.
But there he is, leaning in to kiss him and Sam doesn't protest that either. He leans in slowly to catch him in a more proper kiss.
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.. even if bating Dean was something of an amusing pastime for him.
Unlike some of his younger siblings, Lucifer wasn't ignorant when it came to matters like sex. He cupped Sam's cheek as he returned the kiss, drawing him in closer. His hair was exactly as soft and thick as it looked and he carded his fingers through it, deepening the kiss.
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This was being offered and there was no denying how much of a draw there was between them.
His own hands settled at Lucifer's hips and pulled him in closer, arched up against him.
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Maybe more than one.
But he wasn't going to overthink it either, not with that soft sound Sam made and the way he pulled him in close until there was absolutely no space between them.
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One hand came up to rest against the back of Lucifer's head, keeping him close.
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"You're sure you want to go that far?"
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"Are you?" Because Sam pulling away, regretting what they were about to do the next day - Lucifer would call a halt to everything if Sam hesitated. Sex would be wonderful to explore, but not at the expense of what they've built so far.
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"Yeah... yeah, I am." And that was also the truth. He knew there were a lot of reasons he shouldn't be, but none of those seemed to matter at all. He just wanted this.
"Wait here? Gotta grab somethings."
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There was just too much between them right now.
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First Sam's clothes, he wants to feel the warm slide of his skin beneath his hands before Lucifer removes his own.
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His mouth seeks out Lucifer's again for a hungry kiss, deeper than the others.
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Now where the hell did that lube go? With a frustrated sound, he cast around the bed, searching for the small plastic bottle.
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"Want you," he murmurs huskily, nudging at Lucifer's knees with his own to part them.
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"Yes, Sam." And he knows that it's a bit ironic, the Devil saying yes to Sam this time. He nips at his shoulder, parting his thighs easily. Lucifer could never deny Sam, not since they'd both been changed by the fall.
"I've always needed you."
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With access now, he lowers his hand to press a slick digit into Lucifer as his mouth busies itself over his shoulders and down his chest, nipping carefully at the skin. "I'm here."
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Sam was there. He was always there. Steadfast and sure that as a human Lucifer would make himself useful on hunts. He'd fully expected the hunter to simply kill him. But he didn't. He had faith in him - something his missing Father and brothers didn't even have.
"I know Sam. You've always been here. My Sam."
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There was no way that it couldn't change things.
But he wanted it. He wanted it bad. Whatever it would bring, they'd deal with it.
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